have you seen him? i was counting on him to come? have you been him? i was counting on (this). low ('n) behold: signs. release subsides. siren o, caustic. see through this fabric? red eared and voltage? semen o seepage? transcendantal wave, nothing left to break but the clouds do. they have seen all that's left. but they're not telling. they're not talking. they're not speaking.

what if i hurt you? (what if you have damaged me?) do either of us deserve it? ((this) eternal suffering) what if i have wronged you? (what if you have scalded me?) what if there was violence? (what if there is just glistening tracks down your arms?) i now see in scars. i now breathe fire on the neck that touches like empires running fingers. pass through. fleck skin right from you. there are parts you cannot mend. o, (the) dressmaker is out. i could never call you friend again, but the pencil has been marking all the garments you left behind. one day i'll have to deal with those that remind all memories, and forget some. find selective process, reclaim your thumb inside your mouth. you are a suckling tree. sapling - lick at the water let it run through your roots. your teeth are brown, i wonder who's mouth i now call mine. language more fine-detailed than things that i use. to be in access, (to) try to act with praxis. logic! o, wonderful! beautiful! material! o, patchdoll. o, ragdoll. o, patchwork. o, quilt with a few holes left to fill - i find you new experience. there is no one, but im used to it. so i fill in with new not yous. is it anyone that you know now that you didn't know then? 'cause when i meet you (now) it feels like i never even knew your name. you're not the same. i stayed stillborn like i should have been. alone in my wretched [sense/sins]. (you) dressup just like me. i don't have styles. i just revolve around everything did reviles revivals, vials of rivals. there are no sorts of trials that may come upon this sort of divorce.