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blood pact
00:55
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https://www.shutterstock.com/image-vector/vector-flat-design-bloody-handshake-business-208265614
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h/armed & ready
02:38
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things have changed. i got my ears pierced.
i shaved my head once.
it was a bad day.
i look a lot more like how i might want one day want to.
i think you would like my new color pallette.
i saw a movie, made me think of you.
not for any particular reason, it just made me think of things that i want to say.
and still could.
but i act like you're dead just to keep me bed ridden for days.
mourning is easy but sleeping is hard
i know that you wouldn't ever cause me harm.
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slice sister
02:31
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you break down on the side of the road where nobody goes anymore.
doing circles around town just to see how you get down
i miss you like no one's ever missed someone they didn't know.
comin' out now,
on the floor there is blood around your toes.
bloody nose,
i know it's not your blood, but where'd it come from?
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on my back
02:59
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my favorite color is the way i know how to feel
it's not usually real but it's there.
it's my own.
my favorite color is blue like the sky.
kiss her while she dies
tell her that she got thunder thighs
you are too many miles to count away
i am aching for yesterday when you were still around
i burn my fingertips just to prove i know how it feels
to be capable of causing harm.
i jerked off with my arms to your arms around my sides.
i would make an excellent guy.
there's something bout being held that holds onto the past
it's live and die young and i'm dying fast.
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beatdown
02:23
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aFMauir3cJ8
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sin sister
02:05
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are you hungry?
are you starving?
maybe that's just the cost of having a body?
are your brakelights kinda busted?
do you discuss it with your therapist?
i know i haven't spoke that much to you in so long
so instead i wrote a song about how it felt.
i know we talk enough about like giving in and eating you out
but i want you to know it really matters.
so the next time you're running around [redacted]
saying "i wish i was in hell"
i will be there to save the day.
i am magical, undebateably codependent on self-decay
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lbs
03:07
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didn't eat much today
ate a fill at least
i swear i'm full, you'll see me later.
maybe it's not me.
maybe i shouldn't eat anything at all
i'll save it for seconds.
i wish i had reliable ways to cope
or it wouldn't make me choke to know i'm putting on pounds.
i could lose my mind but i could not lose this stomach
i could lose myself but i could not sever anything
let it b a rope, let it be accord
let it count once for what was once 'meant more'
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faggot girl
02:58
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i fell in love with a dead girl
she had [redacted] carved into her thighs
brown eyes
white thighs
every hair had pulled out
every scary snowdown froze her stone cold
chipping ice, chop wood block
cloudy eyes.
dont stop
she came like the winter does
in between my hands she was
something newly born
something no wars
could halt the warning signs
before the storm.
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succ
01:24
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N1Uk28-WfPo
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from now to: hallelujah! Vermont
processing in the moment. often error ridden. often upsetting. often the most honest i feel.
from now to: hallelujah! recommends:
Inner connection
by Lady Queen Paradise
clara is someone i've always taken great inspiration from, sometimes quoting and repurposing the lyrics that stick with me or melodies that haunt. inner connection is a magnum opus
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eight steps in the recent moves of
by jiaqing wilson-yang/kit wilson-yang/chris yang
i hope i can write a song as sinkingly tender as what i meant to say some day
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Sink / Swim
by Cutting Room Floor
i go back to this and listen to it all the way through a few times a year and hear something new every time
go to albumIf you like from now to: hallelujah!, you may also like:
Water's Here In You
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Babehoven returns with another record of indie folk songs about love, connection, and the fragility of human relationships.
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The songs on Babehoven's newest album approach grief and loss with humor and rage.
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